“Wait, wait patiently, wait.” –God
I have had the Lord speak audibly to me; I have literally
been pushed to my knees where I felt His arms wrap around me comforting me
without words. This time was different. This time something clicked. On March
30, 2011 God told me to wait. I wait for an unknown answer for an unknown
length of time. He placed the verse Psalms 40:1 on my heart after speaking the
phase above in an almost audible voice. I had read it before but only in
passing. I had never studied it or made notes in the margins of the page. I
opened my Bible and turned to the verse. It reads “I waited patiently for the
Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry.”
I have been told to wait. I say that I don’t know the
answer, but I know the context. Relationships. God was/is maturing my heart,
making me into the women of God that my husband is to marry; however, I have
been resistant. I want it to be a quick process. I want to think I am ready. I
know what I want in life and I know that God has placed a passion with goals
for me to achieve and I will stop at nothing to achieve them. Nevertheless, He
continues on.
I am strong. I am determined. I am a child of God.
I usually have advice at the end of a post. I usually have
and answer to my situation at the end. This time is different. This time I am
at a loss for a conclusion. I am as I was on March 30th. Lost and confused
only knowing that somewhere out there God has a divine plan for my life and I
have to take it one day at a time to find it.
Day by Day. Moment by Moment. I am confident. I am here. I
am the Daughter of the King of Kings.
-Jo
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