Writers block
is real. I am not a fan; however, I have been cured.
First off I
would like to respond to the overwhelming support from my previous post “The
Promise”. I am so very thankful for all the support the readers have shown me.
I was getting text messages from friends in the middle of the night saying it left
them speechless, as well as friends and family telling me I brought them to
tears. Again I would just like to say thank you for following me and reading my
adventures in the blogging world.
Songs are a
way to connect feelings to words. Sometimes it comes though the lyrics,
sometimes it comes through the music, and sometimes it’s in all ways at once.
It pulls on your heart strings and brings you to tear, or it makes you so angry
you can punch a wall.
This particular
song is from both my God, and my future husband (FH). “Wanted” by Hunter Hayes
“I don’t know how you do what you do”
I am a busy person; anyone who knows me, knows I do a million things at once. I love to be busy, I am a full time college student taking 18 hours next semester, I work 4 jobs, and make time for friends and family. I conduct undergraduate research as I am a dual biology, chemistry major. I also maintain a high GPA.
God: “Sometimes you need to be the Mary and not the Martha. Take time to spend with Me every day, don’t just work all the time.”
I am a busy person; anyone who knows me, knows I do a million things at once. I love to be busy, I am a full time college student taking 18 hours next semester, I work 4 jobs, and make time for friends and family. I conduct undergraduate research as I am a dual biology, chemistry major. I also maintain a high GPA.
God: “Sometimes you need to be the Mary and not the Martha. Take time to spend with Me every day, don’t just work all the time.”
“So put aside the math and the logic of it”
I am a very analytical person. I think about literally everything. It took me several days to write this post correctly. I run conversations of every possibility or circumstance over and over in my head so I am prepared for whatever is thrown at me.
God: “You need to take time to listen to Me, invest in my Greater Plan, step out in Faith knowing that I will provide for your EVERY NEED.
FH: “Don’t ruin my surprises for you by overthinking.”
I am a very analytical person. I think about literally everything. It took me several days to write this post correctly. I run conversations of every possibility or circumstance over and over in my head so I am prepared for whatever is thrown at me.
God: “You need to take time to listen to Me, invest in my Greater Plan, step out in Faith knowing that I will provide for your EVERY NEED.
FH: “Don’t ruin my surprises for you by overthinking.”
“You gotta know your wanted too
I wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips”
Knowing me means that you know my story (or read “The Promise”)
God: “Let me hold on to your “firsts”. Let me protect you my precious. Let me leave you whole and pure because this man after my own heart over here, I am protecting him too. One day I can’t wait for you to meet him.” “There is a time for everything, and a season for every action under heaven” Ecc. 3:1
FH: “Thank you for waiting, I know it wasn’t easy. I am glad we waited together, even if we were apart.”
I wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips”
Knowing me means that you know my story (or read “The Promise”)
God: “Let me hold on to your “firsts”. Let me protect you my precious. Let me leave you whole and pure because this man after my own heart over here, I am protecting him too. One day I can’t wait for you to meet him.” “There is a time for everything, and a season for every action under heaven” Ecc. 3:1
FH: “Thank you for waiting, I know it wasn’t easy. I am glad we waited together, even if we were apart.”
“I wanna make you feel wanted
I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
Yeah I, wanna make you feel wanted”
I get lonely, some days more than others. I feel unwanted, left out, and abandoned. Sometimes I think God has forgotten about me, that he isn’t going to be faithful in His promises to me.
God: “Jordan, you are beautiful. You are a child of mine, made perfect in My image. Let Me make you feel wanted. Let Me be your everything until I show you the man I want to protect you.”
“Anyone can tell you you're pretty
And you get that all the time, I know you do
But your beauty's deeper than the makeup”
In high school and into college, I never put a lot of emphasis into how I looked. I never wore a lot of makeup and I wasn’t afraid to wear sweats and a t-shirt to school. My beauty comes from within. Every day I strive to be a Proverbs 31 women of God.
God: Proverbs 31:31 “Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.” “You are doing right my child, one day a man will see with My eyes. He will look at you the way I see you.”
And you get that all the time, I know you do
But your beauty's deeper than the makeup”
In high school and into college, I never put a lot of emphasis into how I looked. I never wore a lot of makeup and I wasn’t afraid to wear sweats and a t-shirt to school. My beauty comes from within. Every day I strive to be a Proverbs 31 women of God.
God: Proverbs 31:31 “Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.” “You are doing right my child, one day a man will see with My eyes. He will look at you the way I see you.”
“And I wanna show you what I see tonight”
Letting go is always hard but the reward is so much bigger and better than you can imagine.
God: “Let Me be your everything. Let me show you My love. My love that is deeper than the oceans, wider than the rivers, and higher than the mountains. I want to show you, just let me.”
“Yeah I, wanna make you feel wanted
'Cause you'll always be wanted”
God: I will never leave you nor forsake you. You (Godly) Marriage will be as My Son loved the Church, he (my husband) will never leave you nor forsake you. He will make you feel wanted as I have made you feel wanted.
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